Why won't anyone listen to me?
Is it because they no longer believe
in your prophecy?
Visions and dreams -
do they still unfold
the story of our unity?
The mysteries -
small bits of revelation
for those who have
open eyes to see.
What I once thought
was only for me,
I now understand
is meant to share
with all humanity.
I will declare
that you give to me.
I will obey
that you press upon me.
I will trust,
and I will believe -
that your Holy Spirit
resides inside of me.
There is absolutely
nothing in me,
that can achieve
what only you can bring.
You are the Maker
You are the Creator
of every living being.
You gave us
a five-fold ministry.
You gave us nutrition
for spiritual maturity.
Ephesians 4:11 says
It was Jesus who gave us apostles and prophets,
evangelists, pastors and teachers -
all to equip us for works of service, and faith in unity.
This is how we grow to fully receive
everything you teach us
that we are supposed to be.
Oh, thank you Jesus
for your precious offering.
I do not take your teaching lightly.
I will stand on your word,
and not hesitate.
I will declare your voice
with all my might.
I will speak into the darkness
and wield your Sword.
I will express it all,
every last word!
I will not make up anything
because I fear you Lord
with every part of my being!
I know that I am accountable
for all that I say.
I will hold onto your truth,
I will not stray.
I make this promise to you -
I will never again doubt you.
You have limited your growth because you like to blow your own smoke.
You do not want to listen to me.
You do not want to trust and believe.
You do not want to obey my words.
You want to stand alone on your own throne.
You pastors who stand in pride -
Get behind me Satan, I am about to divide.
Speak from your pulpit and see what I will do.
I will cut you down and throw you out into the pew.
You should be ashamed!
How dare you proclaim as if we are the same.
Am I not God?
Am I not the Creator of Life?
Did I not bring you along, when you were weak and I was strong?
You looked to me then.
You clung to me and did not let go.
You knew who ran the show.
You gave me credit for all that you know.
But where are you now?
Are you holding tightly to your plow?
Why do you walk away from me?
Why do you only speak the gospel of prosperity?
Is there no more suffering?
Is this what you really believe?
It makes no sense!
How have you become so dense?
Has your log become so thick
that you can no longer discern
how the harvest is picked?
You know this teaching and preaching is not correct!
Where is the glory in that?
Suffering is how I brought you back to me.
Suffering is how I achieved your eternity.
Suffering exposes your every need,
and to suffer is how you come to know how much I love thee.
When you die to self,
you come to know how the broken heart begins to grow.
What was lost becomes found.
What was confused becomes sound.
This is the alarm I need you to sound,
die to self and then, put on my crown.
Where are my suffering servants?
Where are the hearts that follow my current?
Immeasurably more is what I give,
but it's not what's stored in the material hearts of men.
Riches and glory, can only be found in stories.
Not in growing in numbers or more money.
Do you seek popularity,
or do you seek Me?
Do you not remember,
you overcome the accuser by the blood of the lamb
and the word of your testimony -
that you do not cling to your own life,
even in the face of death.
Teach them who I am.
Show them my word.
Show them my love.
I am calling you to me.
Come back to me.
Come and sit with me.
I will show you how prosperity
is only gained through suffering.
Do you remember my servant Stephen
and how he kept his eyes on me?
Do you remember the stones that he absorbed for me?
Many do not know me,
because when they look at you
all they see
is your arrogant humanity.
I know you did not mean to run away from me.
This is how sin so easily deceives. I love you. Come back to me. Come and receive - fall to your knees. Give me your heart, and trust and believe. But remember this - you are not the only. It is not all about you, and it is not all on you. You are but a man who has come to receive the Spirit I have given to thee. It is not by your strength or by your power, but by my Spirit. This is how I build my house. This is how I build the hearts of men. This is how I minister to men. This is how I empower them. Now teach them who I am so my image will reflect me again.
Written on 7/5/20 on Social Media Post
"Please please read. Until I started to receive visions and dreams, I too would find it hard to believe. Prophecy I thought was meant for old, but now I know that His Spirit is alive and well. It’s all about Christ, and we all have a choice. The Lord speaks the truth through his mouth and his voice. Will you listen? Will you believe? Will you lower your defenses and come to me? Will you cast out your doubt? Will you open your mouth and shout? Will you yell from the rooftops and stop turning about?"
"When will the church begin to believe that I have provided a five fold ministry? It’s not about you! It’s always about me! It’s time to trust and believe that I speak through visions and dreams. I am a living God! I am not dead! I will speak through through the hearts that bleed for me! Now open your ears, and listen to what I say! It’s time for you to learn how to trust and obey! You will see my rain! You will see my hand! You will see destruction AND provision come into the land. Now, gird your loins and brace yourself like a man! My wind is coming into the land! Graft yourself into my tree! My roots are growing and going deep! You will stand up for me, or you will be cut from my tree!"